On the 22nd of August, all ACCA students will receive their results and this would either make their day happy or worsen their day... Well, mine got worsen when I saw my results for my last semester... I took 3 subjects and guess what, I failed one of them... I failed F8, the Audit and Assurance paper... It was an unexpected thing as I didn't even thought of failing that paper, instead i was thinking about my F9 paper which is the Financial Management... My F9 paper was a miracle that I managed to score 55 for it... Despite all of that, time passed by really fast and things start to move faster like my lectures, and decisions have to be made... The decision about taking how many papers for this semester was really difficult and stressful as I would have to slow down on my studies or I "pia" my way through the semester which is like 104days left before the finals...
In spite of having to decide for the number of subjects to take for this semester, more things happened... Elyn didn't manage to get through her 2 papers and this results certainly made her more sad than ever... Having that in mind, I certainly as her boyfriend, have to consult her and "pujuk" her so that she wouldn't be so stressed out in deciding what subject to drop and what subject to take... Despite all of that, yesterday she told me that she was feeling very lost... I felt so sad as I couldn't help her with her problems... I'm just thinking of ways which i could help her... God, please help me Lord, help me to be able to speak the right words at the right time and the wisdom to advice her the right things...
Another problem would be my sister. As she had gotten her results and had graduated from ACCA, she is still staying in my room and causing so much stress on me... Why is this so? She's already an adult, getting herself involve in so many church activities which is good, but unable to do her own part in life... Even talking to someone is so hard... Every single thing have to just pass on to me and ask me to do, despite the fact that I'm having so many problems to think of and she just make me feel more burdened...
Father Lord, I know I shouldn't be complaining so much for all the problems that I'm facing which will make me to become a better person and I need to depend more on You to help me in my problems Lord... I'm sorry Lord... Please help me Lord......................... Help me with all my problems and help me to be able to withstand all these pressures coming from all directions Lord... If only You could give me the NZT pill from the show Limitless so that I can become a wiser person and could be able to learn things faster......
My final decision was to take 4papers this semester... F8, P1, P2 and P3... Thats all...
